One day before a "great" Day(s)

I blame myself of doing the same things for so long, what is it? yes, it is "forgetting". I know forgetting is something great, but somehow it is really ridiculous for me. Maybe someday I have that word become my middle name. (ex : Kurniawan "forget" Yudhianto)... ehh>??

No, I try to accept myself what I am, what I've done is a certain long journey that should be forgot.

And now, I am in unknown condition which is ... apa yaaa? ... I can't fall asleep, even she had left me a pair of merciful message. Okkkeee... don't disscuss about her right here!!!


Tomorrow is the day for me to do an examination, hmm, let us call it as a proving examination on whether or not you are legitimate or not for science and knowledge.

A silent boy ~ the story

Childhood -

He didn't know about what was going on. He just knew that he lived with only his mother, sister, brother and grandmother. One day, his father came and he couldn't be really happy, I don't know why because he don't talk to me.  A father for him was only a special guest that came once a year. Then again, since his brother and sister move to the city to continue their study, he felt so lonely. No one could be his friend for telling his story, no one could hear his screaming, and no one knew his feelings. so that was why he became a silent boy.

Elementary student -

He grew up and up until he became an elementary student. He quite handsome said his mom, and he entered a really strange world named SD. he lived in that place in the morning. He was thin, and yet he didn't know what the not confident mean. Day after day, still, he didn't know what's going on his home. Until in one day, he pulled from his school after his getting first rank on second quarterly year. He pulled with only his mother because his grandma had gone to the city before this. He came into a very strange place, he looked a road over the road, a really awesome place but still strange for him. At least

Luuppaa

Begitu mudah aku melupakan
I don't ever want to make it left
Since you don't know
how it felt
And now,
In this really gold chance
Both of us will know
who suppossed to be
forgotten

Thanks so much!! :D