A silent boy ~ the story

Childhood -

He didn't know about what was going on. He just knew that he lived with only his mother, sister, brother and grandmother. One day, his father came and he couldn't be really happy, I don't know why because he don't talk to me.  A father for him was only a special guest that came once a year. Then again, since his brother and sister move to the city to continue their study, he felt so lonely. No one could be his friend for telling his story, no one could hear his screaming, and no one knew his feelings. so that was why he became a silent boy.

Elementary student -

He grew up and up until he became an elementary student. He quite handsome said his mom, and he entered a really strange world named SD. he lived in that place in the morning. He was thin, and yet he didn't know what the not confident mean. Day after day, still, he didn't know what's going on his home. Until in one day, he pulled from his school after his getting first rank on second quarterly year. He pulled with only his mother because his grandma had gone to the city before this. He came into a very strange place, he looked a road over the road, a really awesome place but still strange for him. At least
a week he stayed there, the place which named "Serpong". Until someday, he went home but that wasn't his home, it really was different. But, there were his brother, sister, and grandma and also someone strange inside that home. Another life had begun. he entered a new strange school named SD N 4. He cried and want it all stopped, but he can't, the life still went on. Actually here, he became a student in the same place with his sister. A new place didn't give any change to him. I guess ,  He already had so much story that couldn't be told yet, and that was too much for him to engage with his new life. Thus, his life still be the same, he didn't wanna talk to anybody surrounding, he still insisted to became a silent boy.

Teenager (the beginning)-

year after year, he became a handsome boy with an average body height like another.  he felt a strange feeling when he saw a girl.  until someday he knew that it called "love". Still, he didn't have any mate to hear his voice, though he had join a singing contest with his friend, the D. He really was still became a silent boy with so many story stuck on his heart. He really was a silent boy.

Teenager @ Junior high school

he entered a school that named SMP N 1, he got the class 7E with so many new friend over there. he grew up and up until his friends call him neutron, he had so much friends over there, and the girl were really beautiful, (neglecting the nature of girl that is always beautiful), he became a stutter boy when met her girl friend. girl friend is different with girlfriend. after he came to the second grade, he met a really beautiful girl named E, but still he really was silent that he didn't ever tell the truth to that girl.

--middle-- (present tense)
Let see why he is so afraid to tell the truth. Day by day, his family didn't seem better but worse. his father became unemployment, and they (family) moved from one house to another for living. his life become worse, and he meet a feeling called not confident in his life. so, when he think that he loved someone, he would think what that girl said about his family.

Teenager @ Junior high school part 2

His heart broke down after he knew that his friend also loved the same girl. He tried to fix himself, and it worked. he still a silent boy but he grew up and became a wise man, he ignored his feeling to keep the friendship between his friends and himself. However, his love hadn't been done yet. :D, In that school, he became a silent boy because he was so foolish to decide after graduated from junior high school, even his teacher suggest him and also she (that girl) also suggest him to come to the same school as her, but still, he choose to be silent because of those reason.

To be continue... (InsyaAllah)